grateful.

I am grateful for much.

Little things. coffee, a blanket and my bible on a cool, brisk morning (it is texas and we usually get a handful). watching my Landen (Boo) enjoy life through play, music and art and my Brooks (lil' Buddy) exploring his world through his senses...especially taste, right now!

Big things. My husband who loves continually, is gentle and patient...but can be found often wrestling the boys...yes, even Brooks. Sweet friends, our health, shelter, my job and most of all, Salvation and my story.

A few years ago in November, Isaac & I were about to find out that we were expecting #2...only to find out that #2 and #3 would meet Jesus before we would. I am thankful for this season that caused me to question, doubt and cling to Jesus. During this time, I realized my hope can only be found in Jesus. Not in my own desires, including the "plans" I have for my family (like what I think it should look like). So thankful for a God who is wiser than I am and that does what is best for His children! Trusting His provision for my family...and constantly reminding myself of these truths!

I smile today as I watch my boys laugh and stop for a moment to appreciate the story God is writing in this home. Landen is already four and Brooks, almost eight months. I admit...life with two boys is busy and it is easy to get caught up in the passing years. Oh, that I would take in the everyday moments. After all, this story is not my own and only One knows the number of my days.

Grateful for today.

Life with two boys

So far, so good...Isaac & I are adjusting to sleepless nights and Landen has not asked if we can take Baby Brooks back! :)

Brooks is almost 2 weeks old and as of today has new stats...drum roll, please...6 lbs. and 19 in.! Therefore his feedings have gained an extra hour in between one another! (translation**more sleep!) Needless to say, I'm very excited about this accomplishment.

Landen is very excited about his new role in the family, big brother! If Brooks is crying, he likes to comfort him with, "It's okay, Baby Brooks!" Especially at nighttime when he is supposed to be sleeping...you can hear him yell his comforting words across the house. He is such a help and loving all of our visitors! Be prepared, if you visit us, you will more than likely get talked into a competitive game of Candyland.

Landen singing to Brooks...